mousehkd

well today i went to go get some new clothes and i only found one shirt but its a cool one i think.Well it better be cool for $52.00 dollars!
anydang way i hear jessica is ok and doing good so thats great!i talked to mitchell and cleared up the rumors ,if any about me and him fighting.Hes a cool guy and as i said before,im glad for the both of 'em :)
im prolly going to the mall tomorrow so i can get a couple more things (clothes,cds etc. . .) well i guess thats it for now so imma go. . .peace and well wishes :)

today and yesterday have been the best days of skatung in a long time!!!
if anybody who still skates reads this you should post a date and well go skate it up!
sadly theres not too many of us left :(
im getting sponsored soooonnnn,im gonna start making some bucks!!!
all i have to do is make my video and im in.i hear Tracy Willow is playing to nite,i didnt wanna go just incase theres still some bitterness,not many people in the band like me but i hope they do good.
well thats about it and i am looking forward to the new strokes cd!!! jules is a mad man :)
buh bye for now

today has just begun but these lats few weeks have been horrible!!!
my birthday was amusing at best,jessica,as everybody knows has found a new boyfriend.Theyre doing good,that mitchell is a good guy and im glad she found some one soo nice.Im not gonna lie i miss her terribly but ill just have to deal with the product of my actions.But seeing her with him hurts me sooo much,i cant just stop loving her that fast but i guess shes happy and in the end thats all i wanted,the drinking just got in the way.sooo,jessica i hope you guys work out but at the same time i wish we could have too. . .

mouse. . .

me and jessica have broken up,but this time it was the peaceful kind of break up except for the fact that she has already found someone to date and of all people it has to be mitchell that guy with the long hair.
Well i guess this means i am screwed because guys will always find jessica attractive but all of the girls in colton think im either ugly or just not a nice person.
Shit i think i should just forget about girls altoghether, at least until i am a proffesional skateboarder then ill do some flirting lol j/k

ps.i am a f*ing looser !!!

well jessica doesnt care about girls that post in my livejournal like ernestine carla and deonna but fat bitches that like me cant! because i love jessica and NO ONE ELSE!!!!!!! SO ALL YOU WHORES BETTER STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!!!! BECAUSE JESSICA IS SOO COOL!!!!!! AND I WOULD NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT BEING WITH ANYONE ELSE SPECIALY UGLYASS GIRLS!!!!! so leave me alone!!!!! whore!

well seeing as jessicas told all of her friends not to post in my live journal and i dont have much friends that can post in it. . . .illl just stop posting

okis dokie bye

""all who read this"

my. . .well a cat that lives in my house had some baby kittens sooo,if any body would like a baby kitten just post and get 'em while they last!!!

theres an all white one it looke really cool!!!

I am not too sure if im gonna move to ontario or bakersfield but either one is better than colton lol but seriously it should be a good risk ,i could earn some serious cash!!! yay
jessica doesnt want me to move but theres really no choice ,if i dont go i wont make any money and ill prolly quit skating errr sumthin.
i wish she would understand but theres nothing i can do!
And what kills me is that as soon as im gone,all of coltons perverts are gonna hit on her and even worse is that she might buy their load of bull shit.
ERNESTINE. . . KEEP AN EYE ON HER FOR ME ERRR ELSE ITS CURTAINS FOR YOU lol

man im nervous about being the new guy its weird being new but oh well it cant be any worse than my current situation which i dont care to go into detail about lol

well until next time. . .bye

The orange show wasnt too bad, at first i didnt want to go but jessica talked me into it.
The rides were pretty cool until i started to feel a little sick.

then i went to daniels house and it wasnt too bad,every time i go to that place they usually dont drink or they wait until i leave.

then at around three am i ventured over to jessicas house and poked her with a stick until she woke up,i gave her a kiss and went home so i could get some much needed sleep.

now im getting ready so i can go to my grandmas house for a BBQ they might have some beer but im not gonna drink cause jessica would get mad.

ok well until next time,bye

Ive been skating a little more lately which is always a plus,also im teaching jessica how to skate and stuff so i hope that goes good.
Im hungry at the moment but imma wait till i get some dough so i can buy a "pannido" from jack in the crack.
Oh yeah some robber guy got killded rite by my house!!!
weird huh? i saw a body but i didnt know until i saw the news that he was dead,he didnt look too dead to me but im not too good at telling the two apart lol. . .
anyways im supposed to chill with an old friend this weekend but i dunno ,michelle kinda hangs out with him too and i still dont like her much sooo. . . . i dunno we'll see.

ok . . .until next time, bye

Shit im over my whole "emo" stage,though there is still some emotions laying around ill deal with it.
As for me living at my girlfriends (JESSICA) house,its pretty fun so far and being sooo close to jessica sourt of comforts me.
Jessica went to active so her dad could buy some shoes errr sumthin.Im gonna do some job searching or something kuz i didnt really like working at kfc/tacobell too much.
Dang!!!! ernestine,you got pretty hammered at my house the other day,i wish i could get messed up off of two tall cans lol im just messin' lol
i saw some old friends at fontana skate park david, juan and crap i forgot his name. . . .well there were three of em and theyre pretty much the same guys i remember from south colton still skatin' around and still having fun.

well id better get going now

Ive come to understand that there is a life worse than mines has been.There is much worse thaN A MOTHER ON DRUGS AND A an abusive father, far worse!!!
Who ever reads this ,just take into consideration that someone on the next block or even the next country has a life far worse than yours will ever be!!!!
Sooo try to comprehend that a life full of hot girls and beer is alot worse than a life full of abuse!!!!!

Well on saturday i found out who my real friends are!
Rex,daniel,ricardo and the rest of the old MOB crew were at the parking lott skating which i might add was joes and my
"spot" to go skate at nite,anydangway they were there and me and joe showed up much to their dismay!
We played skate and then their friend came to pick them up,it turned out that they had plans to go to daniels and drink beer but they told me and joe that there was aparty just to throw us off of their trail!
To make matters worse,a cop was on olive giving a ticket so me and joe went down daniels street to avoid the copper,we saw daniel and them getting out of that girls car then one of'em saw us and they all scurried into daniels backyard as if they were casting us away.
Oh well it hurt at the moment kuz i have been trying to be a nice guy,i even forgave rex for what he did.
I dunno but im starting to think i should quit skating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?
geesh im acting as if anyone even reads this shit,if you are reading this just turn back now :::::caution:::caution::::do:not::read:::::::

Two entries in one day,i must be a looser.
Oh well, im frustrated.Jessicas mom(bitch) might make jessica move,if she does there will be hell to pay!
Even though ma and jessica arent going out that doesnt change the fact that i love her to death!!!
I dont know what i would do if jessicas mom kicked her out , id prolly go nuts err sumthin.
well i had to get that out of my rotting system.

p.s i still care for you jessica

MOUSE. . .

I cant believe that im really saying this but. . .i am done with jessica.
I dont hate her or anything but i overheard her on the phone with some guy and she was talking booo-kooo shit!
She was lying pretty much the whole realtionship,rite when i was starting to be a nice guy.Out of everybody in the whole entire world i never in my wildest nitemares thought that jessica would be the one to fuck everything up,she had/has soo many secrets hidden from me,i cant believe it!!!
And all i wanted was to hang out for one day with some friends.Thats not too much to ask,is it?
Well this is the end jessica and im sorry but life goes on,anyways im pretty sure that you have already found someone new.

MOUSE. . .

Well today is turning into shit rite in front of me,oh well the days will be over soon!
my mom is in the hospital once again wheee!!!
GOD?,is there no way to save her? huh? please.
shes been in and out of rehab's ever since i can remember,and now shes gonna die WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
I'll just sit here and pretend that i dont care until the hurt goes away.
FFFFUUUUCCCKKKKKK!!!

p.s ill miss you mom

DANIEL. . .

I just got uot of school(slover) and im pretty tired,i hope im not sick.
Me and jess are doing as well as can be expected.
Im gonna go to her casa rite now sooo i guess this means farewell. . .


MOUSE. . .

First off i didnt go to school,i ended up going to fontana skate park until 12:45.
I did pretty good for having a soggy board.(spilled beer on it)
I went to jessicas but i guess one of her friends was there so i went home kuz she gets kinda jealous,but i understand all that stuff.
She just thinks i like her friends,theyre cool i guess but i dont like'em like that.
Then i watched the invader zim DVD it was cool that jhonen vasquez is a genious!!! GENIOUS I TELL YOU GENIOUS!!!
well im kinda tired and i just thought i should post something soooo. . .
pOsT,POsT.posT,pOsT...and so on

well i ummm. . .
i added a new pic

So rex you want to talk things over rite?
TOO BAD man i just dont see things working out that way.Do you realize that you kissed my gierlfriend?I dont get it but i guess theres no point in wasting my breath wining about it because im mouse and no matter what i say,im the one whose wrong!
You know what if jessica hadnt been rubbing all of the old shit in my face while hiding what she had done i wouldnt be sooo mad!So u can thank her for what ever my actions may be> :)

p.s you and her sure dont waste any time,because the day after the drunken incident you guys "made out". So from my point of view, my getting drunk was just an excuse to do what you two have wanted to do since you guys met!!!